Don't Believe in Miracles, Rely On Them

We went out to eat last night and I was successful at not being full.

I ate half of my meal, which was fish curry (totally healthy), but honestly I expected to go back to it when I got a bit hungry again taking it in doses to avoid stretching out my stomach. 

I stopped eating because I was almost full and I walked away to go play pool. Our server asked if I wanted it boxed up for take away  and I said, no, thank you and that I as planning on finishing the fish before we leave. 

I am so not used to wasting food yet, so it was pretty disappointing that when I went back to our table it had been cleared and cleaned up.
This morning is a bit different as I woke up almost a bit bitter to not have any fish curry to supply my tiny hangover with some delicious protein!!! Just going through it in my mind again now is a bit irritating because it is making me crave the juicy fish....stave off the crave though, babe and don't be a sense slave!
Ultimately I should be happy that calories escaped my grasp, that is success right there.....but they were healthy calories and much needed protien, boohooo.....letting go of what could have been is hard in the beginning, so hard and irritating but it is a successful step and emotional resource to let go and just know that hopefully it didn't go to waist ;) 

I am so proud to say though that I have finally met October 1st's measuring goal....two weeks late but never the less it was met and at this rate November's goal will be met punctually! Dream big.....
Don't believe in miracles....rely on them, YES :)